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I still think about it once in a while, but I dont want to be together anymore. The music flowed slowly.

Standing on the balcony on the 26th floor, smelling the quilt that had just been washed, under the sun, the spot reflected through the glass, it appeared that the summer temperature was no longer so dry and hot. The sound of music in the ear, slowly flowing through, there is a kind of amazing illusion of time.

In the hands of the book, do not know to turn to the first few pages, the side of the coffee, has been seen, the dense mist has disappeared, leaving only the bubble after the silence in the surface. Not far away, is just two days ago to buy back the orange, orange skin surface, there is no previous purchase of bright luster, with a little wrinkle, there are some small spots.

Pick it up, can not help but think of the boss when they bought them, Like this moderate sweetness, adequate water a bag of oranges, although the appearance does not look as good as imported fruit general crisp to drop, attract reverie, but also a taste, it is worth fine goods.

It was a somewhat gloomy afternoon, and the dark clouds in the sky were curling as if there was going to be a heavy rain. Not long ago, the raindrops, already on the cheek, without an umbrella, I hid under the umbrella of a fruit stand, in the corner, was a 30-year-old woman with an old newspaper reading, clean and tidy. Because it was too urgent to avoid the rain, I accidentally rubbed the oranges on the corner table. I rolled several of them to the ground. I squatted down and picked up the muddy oranges. I felt guilty. I said, Big Sister, Im sorry, or Ill buy these oranges.

She saw me panicking and picking up oranges, Stand up from the small bench, half squat, will roll to the feet of the orange picked up, while wiping the side said: It doesnt matter, rain, come in quickly, dont be rain.

I was embarrassed to blush, then I looked at her carefully: white blouse, Cuffs are simple and delicate embroidery, black pants, micro volume of hair, casual comb in the back, with a phoenix tail hairpin plate up. Smile, mouth slightly turned up, can not say the indifferent beauty, see out, when she was young, is also a beauty. I took the orange, determined to buy, after all, because they have to shelter from the rain, to give people originally bright fresh orange, after a layer of mud, I feel very sorry.

“Its okay, girl. Dont be embarrassed.” A vigorous boy, passing from the side. Say, he is carrying a box of fragrant pear, on not far away of small truck, looking at his figure, just discover, he walks a bit lame. Looking back at the shopkeeper smiled, silently moving the mouth, can not see what is, the shopkeeper and warm smile, with a little sweet and shy. In a twinkling, he saw me looking, and said: “This is my husband. He just made another delivery. Girl, if youre not in a hurry, you can take shelter here.” Finish saying, from small tricycle, pull out a small bench.

I smiled gratefully at her. That day, just in the afternoon when I broke up with my ex-boyfriend, everything seemed very bad. After the fight, I took my bag away. There was no umbrella. There was a summer running violence on the way. Rain Water seemed to be in a hurry, for a while, not only wet clothes, but also wet heart.

Silence. She picked up an orange and peeled it in a circle. She couldnt say it was pretty. She didnt do a lot of housework.

Come, eat one, the rain will not stop for a while. Handed over the orange, clean and small, like a hand knife cut general.

Very sweet, although not good-looking, it is very sincere fruit. She opened her lips and ate one of them herself. Seems to see my unhappy, or I write on my face, I was lovelorn, she has a ride did not take a chat with me, like persuasion, like a self-talk.

You seem to have a good relationship. I tried to ask.

Very good, at least, did not let me have any grievance. Then he laughed again, a little embarrassed, his eyes narrowed like a crescent moon.

“But... .....” She understands my doubts, Said: Yes, his right leg is a bit disabled, so there is no way to do formal work, can only delivery, but also, we together for ten years, but very good. A look of happiness, not because of mention of her husbands flaws and feel embarrassed. I was embarrassed and buried my head, but I couldnt help wondering, How did you start?

She told me a very long story, in that rainy day, away from the summer heat, let my haze of heart, began to have the power of the heart.

He is her suitor, the person she used to like, but not him. They are like many young men and women, in school, a silent attention, a quiet excellent, the female master was chased by many people, and first love at first sight love, all of a sudden amazing, hate can not meet with their bodies. However, all of a sudden Guanghua love, always extinguish the flame of light, has not been polished by life of love, after all, is only mirror flower water month, across the shore fireworks. When one day, the first love after all can not resist the daily trifle dispute, tired of diesel oil, salt sauce vinegar tea plain, the heroine by the handsome rich master mercilessly hurt, the knight who stood in the dark silently waiting for her, then stood up, who expected, as soon as he appeared by his side, was about to be knocked down by the galloping car, he quickly pulled her away, for her to block the galloping car, so who expected, as soon as he appeared by his side, was about to be knocked down by the galloping car, and he quickly pulled her away and blocked the galloping car for her. The disability of that life, it will be branded.

Xu is moved, xu is disheartened, xu was inadvertently found around him, the original also has a bright smile, white teeth and strong body. So, like the sun temperature of the male master, finally moved the female master, as long as there is a face to the secular and for the face of the flat heart, love can continue to keep fresh.

In the description of a few words, I can not imagine how dangerous the scene at that time, now, only her mouth if there is no smile, can see one or two, two people after the truth.

During the period, someone came to buy fruit, she always said: sorry ah, wait for me. Then smile to give people classification pack, others counter-offer, not too much, she smiled and promised. Diffuses from her body, a kind of tranquil happiness feeling.

Rain, unwittingly has stopped, I finally bought a few catties of oranges, that looks, not very good-looking, not too bright, a little speckle, but I know, it is juicy, sweet sweet fragrance. When she handed me the fruit, she said, in fact, life is some wood, rice, salt, salt, vinegar tea, that moment of surprise, can only be regarded as a meeting, can not be used as nutrition, draw a lifetime. Dont trap yourself. Youre a smart girl.

After farewell, a person has walked back to the path that has walked through countless times together, thinking back to the little bit we met, the initial love, is not that the feeling of heartbeat? Our love, in the end, was defeated by time and trifles. We are not in accord with each other. We often escalate to quarrelling when we say wrong. His habits are inconsistent. He likes spicy ones, but I feel bad when I eat spicy ones. He is crazy and big-handed, but I want to buy a house full of money. He often said that the outlook on life, the world outlook is different, it is difficult to communicate, now think about it, in fact, it is not that we from meeting to falling in love, only a short week, do not know whether the other party is suitable for themselves, rashly into the state of love. How many couples like us, heartbeat, desperate, in the first taste of the hardships of life, with a variety of inappropriate and break up. However, the heart is excited, is their own imagination of the lover, diesel and rice oil and salt has experienced, is the object of life.

She is like those oranges I bought back, a little bit of refreshing, let me in a period of time, often see, chew non-stop.

After all, as the lyrics say: occasionally still think, but no longer cry to be together.

Love this thing, after all, is two people in unison to face the difficulties and obstacles in life, Just good, if the rhythm is not the same, the gap between the front and back feet is getting bigger and bigger, even if there is the initial ignorant impression, beautification effect, but also after all, but the daily necessities of life polished.

I think of my grandma and grandpa. They were noisy for a lifetime, grandmother always nagging grandfather, clothes do not wash clean, After dinner do not wipe his mouth, throw things, do not drink medicine on time, but my grandfather is always a smiling appearance, does not agree to ignore, grandma talked too much, also ignore my grandfather. Once, Grandpa went out with a coat, Turning to put the coat on the back of the chair, went out, deliberately in front of grandma around, sure enough, grandma began to scold grandpa: “Old Shaw, you go out without a coat, be careful to freeze silly you. Well, i wont care about you then.” Grandpa yes, carefully came back and took the coat, wearing side said: you no matter who I am. And then with a long umbrella, with me with a wink, smiling away, grandma stood at the door, his mouth muttering: an old guy.

I asked grandpa, why sometimes obviously can do well, why always let grandma nagging.

Grandfather old monk in general, for a long time before saying: “You dont understand that. Thats what your grandmother does.”

Sometimes, love is actually very simple, after a lifetime of daily necessities, salt, soy sauce and vinegar tea, polished out of the feelings, that is, I understand you, A look, a word, an action can be imagined, the other side to do what next, as if they become their own left and right hand, activities each joint, have been established routines. It is a kind of time witness, is after a long time of trial and running, A habit of precipitation, better than too many a million years of instant scene, the cruelty of life, let two people depend on each other, eventually grow into the most important role in each others life.

The right person, from the first glance, develop into a lifetime of never abandon, after all, that kind of fate, can not be met. If you want to choose from love at first sight and love for a long time, I think I this time, will choose the love of long time.

Love is like the beauty of idol drama. After all, it is necessary to play the script of life drama.

Play is someone else, live is their own, suitable or not, at the beginning, will know, but we will deceive ourselves, suggesting that I am the darling of the world, beautiful love will come to my side. But even if there is a moment of love, also need us to carefully manage the focus, life one-time choice, choose a way of life, there is to bear the consequences of this way.

The sky on the 26th floor, sunny after the rain, the color of the sun, the colorful temperature, the dust in the air, all show, the beginning of another kind of life, fortunately, I can choose again. Twist an orange, I remembered that if the hand-knife cut orange. So tranquil, beautiful, the flood of life does not wash away happiness.

Heartache is only a moment of amazing, firewood is a lifetime of life style.